HIIIII!! WHOA i havent been to this xanga thing for the longggggggggest time! It's amazing how many people can update this thing daily. haha kinda like what i used to do. hehe

Sooo its SENIOR year....what else can i say???

DRAMA FREE?!!!!!! ..........I THINK NOT!!    SOO MUCH DRAMA! like today for example. urghhh!!

HOWEVER,  i love living life as a senior.

There are  so many people that i miss, my goodness! Well for SOME of them, they should appreciate what i have done for them in the past...u know...i hecka made this life you're living in. hmm it'd be nice to know u still care mister.

Well i dont want to write much so good nite my loves!

OMFG im in sooo much pain right now! Skating, is one of the most dangerous sport ever! This morning, i was 20 SECONDS into my program and i did a bracket with fullll speed, and honestly, i suck at brackets so my skates got caught and i flewwww across the ice!! i litterally flew, and then i hit the ice all on my right side and like bounced. ( i knew this was goin to happen sooner or later hahaha) It hurts sooo freakin much! although i was laughing my head off! it hurts so bad that i couldnt even cry! hahaha the older ladies were like..."HOLY GOD!" and there's tina, nicole, kk, and the dancers... OMFFGG!  and then sergei..lmaoo  thats what made me laugh mostly, it was the other people's reaction. Thennn sergei gave me a lesson on brackets...hahaha thats so saddd!  but wow, it hurts, and i cant walk!  I better get better, cuz i have a pool party to go to tomorrow!

Jesso is coming next thursday! yayy im excited!

yup thats it for now, nothing else. my beautiful way to start my morning. hahaha

trani

The past week had been a lot of fun. The suprised night out with the girls was awesome! i havent laughed that much for the longest time! Bowling...i lost by one stupid PIN to sandy! hahaha Then on Sunday, sam came home from WA and we all hit the beach and had a bbq. the MIchellesss sam and i went boogie boardin! it was soo much fun! we went really far out into the sea. We also rock climbed and all that fun stuff. They water ballooned the portapotty! hahahah and then michelle and sam smashed me with a waterballoon rite in my neck and stomach, and i fell to the ground. hahahah

lots of pictures here!http://photos.yahoo.com/skatingheart

So now im really sunburnt as well as sam and the big michelle. My whole entire back and arms are burnt! it hurts like a mother. and this morning i could barely skate, cuz i couldnt straighten out my back. haha well thats all for now.

sigh...im sooo tired! I havent got over what happened the other day yet, but all i have to say is, thank god for friends.

Yesterday after skating, nick took me to some empty parking lot and i drove! omg it was so much fun. I almost took out a honda, the only car that was there! haha i got like ten feet away from it, and he was like tran stop, and i ACCIDENTALLY hit the gas pedal and it zzoooomed like a crazy machine! but i stopped in time! heheh

today was quite fun also. and thankies michelle for ur absolutely cute PINK gifts! u know me so well!

I still have a whole load of guilt inside of me for my brother. urghhhh i swear...this sucks...

sooo my birthday...yay! my mom stayed home from work to take me places today for fun! But like yesterday, my day ended up like Shi+!

Yesterday we all celebrated as a family. In the morning my mom and i ran to alot of places to get last minute stuff. They all ran out of balloons, and my mom would NOT go home without em, so it took forever. hahaha well my cousins came over and we played around, got soaking wet and had tons of fun. Then we all left to go eat at the chinese buffet. Earlier in the day, my brother called and he promised him and his gf will be there. So we got there and ate, and no sign of my brother. It hurts a lot, but what could i've done.

So today as i said earlier, my mom took me to tons of places. it was really fun. i love my mom. Then on the way home, my brother called...he told me he'd come over to give me my gift. i didnt respond. When him and his gf came over, first thao went into the kitchen, and said sorry and spilled out all her lame excuses on how she was sick and stuff. and then im like...wait...thats not what my brother told me. well yeh..they made me open their gifts but i backed out each time. Once they left i opened it, it was so incredibly expensive....$300 gucci sunglasses and abercrombie clothes...(the presents did nothing btw) and then i called them and it got ugly. i screammmed and screammed and screaamed and all he could say was sorry. and wow...it was just ugly. now i feel like crap but i will not yet apologize. I've had this close relationship with my brother and i love him so much, but once someone breaks a promise and then lies about it....thats just ridiculous. yeh...thats not most of it either, but hey....

some "happy" birthday to me..........

i hope the celebration with my friends will feel alot more like a happy birthday